Head wind

There are have been days even months lately that I have felt I've been sailing by. A Breeze. My home life, my training.

Now I feel like I've hit a head wind. I don't know what is going on with Uganda and adopting. My training is going well, but I feel sluggish this week. Am I in good shape? Will I do better this year? What about Mt. biking? I am so unsure. Mike said that's what racing is for...and I guess they are right around the corner. But I hurt this week. My right upper arm muscle is sore from swimming and my right groin muscle aches. And I am so sad about our trip to Uganda being pushed back.

I need to go full steam ahead. With training, with my spiritual walk. I just need to keep chugging along and not get discouraged. I need a training partner.

Anyway- head winds are tough. But a little push back could be good. It will only make me stronger..right? Ahhh. My head needs a rest. And I need a good laugh with the kids. I love being a mom. The kids keep me motivated.

We did do a camping trip for my birthday. We camped at Buffalo Creek CG Saturday- Monday. What an amazing time. This is why we moved here. I know what heaven will look like to me. And I live here. Amazing. I think I need another run in the mountains.